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{DREAMS}

15 May 2024

Good drugs come with instructions
Bite my tongue off

12 May 2024

School busses of wandering youths and pariahs
Courtesy of the Rave Savior’s abundance
We approach the castle hidden deep in the forest
Bats fly when lights shine
Moral dilemmas over cheese and wine
I hide the bite mark on my neck
And thirst for something stronger

9 May 2024

Used
Elevator apology
Your secret is safe with me
I can't leave the elevator, so I leave my body
We look silly from above

3 May 2024

Dystopian Disneyland
A new friend shows me a secret cave on the outskirts
Enter a buried house under the sand
Rummaging through the forgotten items
Binders of rare Japanese Pokémon Cards
A party commences
I am encouraged to not take the cards
I leave the party and bike home to my pink Floridian house
Nestled within the swamp
I concoct a plan to return to the sand cave ruins in the dead of night:
Once the party is over I will retrieve the binders
Is someone following me?
This is not my house
Vision blinded by red, white and blue
Florida man: monster energy and stolen valor

17 April 2024

Field trip excursions
Magic, science, religion
MDMA pills
Off the beaten path
Tunnels and scaffolding lead to the
White House

1 April 2024

(1) A hypnotist shows me a child with psychic powers
They perform a series of hand motions
Channeling energy, pushing inward and outward, grabbing unseen forces
Glossy eyes that I can’t make contact with
Mesmerizing hand motions
I look deep into their eyes
My vision becomes wobbly, and I become a prisoner in my body
My ears ring and my vision spins out of control
unable to remove my eyes from her glaring gaze
I collapse to the floor still staring into her eyes
I am fully out of control of my own body
They command me like a puppeteer

(2) Lizzo is my roommate

31 March 2024

(1) A flattering letter in the mail
Did I just fall in love on the subway?
She knows my name
And shows me a new letter
A private car
She terminates abruptly—
I am far from home
I scatter to the next train My belongings string behind me
And my body is blown by the wind of the trains
I clutch the railing

(2) I am taking the train with {REDACTED}
Valentine’s Day letter from {REDACTED_2}
Misplaced IKEA on the metro
New apartment is nice
Read {REDACTED_2}’s letter at a fancy restaurant
Timelessly dressed old woman tells me my drink is already waiting on me
My cat falls out of my bag, frozen

21 March 2024

Black market shopping spree
New iPhone, new Glock-19
Swamp missions
Airport reconnaissance

16 March 2024

{REDACTED}

8 March 2024

Two professors watching me with perverse eyes
Ballroom dancing in the penthouse
Gotham nightlife
Eager eyes
The dance is distorted

7 March 2024

Underground factory industrial moat
Stringed boulders must be oriented in a way
Domestication of rotating rocks
To not fall into the trash swamp
Star Wars trash compactor

3 March 2024

Underground rap collective battle contest
Dusk at a Midwest church
Filling in for absentee
Extreme group

2 March 2024

Stomping out the waiter
At the cafe that need not be named
Coastal cliff escape from police

27 February 2024

Using one hand to hold {REDACTED}'s ****
Drops and shatters, glass shards and sharp points everywhere
Bare feet repeatedly step in
I pick deep glass from my foot and pull it out wincing with my hand
Blood gushes from my nose and mouth